This past weekend i visited my cousin at the hospital. He looked fine to me, he was able to walk and stuff, he was eating jollibee and in n out and was talking. He has a lot of friends, i always admired how kind and popular he was (and is ). So based on this i thought things looked on the up and up. I was wrong, today i found out things werent so good and the cancer has spread. My mom told me this but i am in denial, he will be fine. He has to be fine. He is only 28. He has to live, i can't lose 2 cousins in 3 years! It's not going to happen. I am going to a mass today at his house to pray for him. Sounds bad huh.. well today i received more bad news. My uncle has cancer too, at first it was just thought to be gastro-intestinal bleeding but its worse. This sucks. This is my favorite uncle up in frisco, the one who built my desk at home. Crafted it himself. Sigh. Other than same ol same ol. Work sucks. School boring. Trying to work out but still feel lazy and tired. Been a crappy week. Lone bright spot is i moved all my crap into the house and its looking good. Woopeedoo! Sarcastically speaking of course cuz in the scheme of life that frankly doesn't mean much to me. I'm a hypochondriacal mess right now and i cant do much to change that. Joy to the world... Words from my cousin "When you work, start early and work from the bottom up. While everyone is out partying, they will ask you why you are always working and missing out. You answer them that you are working hard now so that later on when they are just starting you will have worked your way up from the bottom already and achieved some success"

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